My entire life began to fall apart, leaving me all by myself and powerless. The toughest thing I've ever done was coming out to my devout, traditional mother and strict father. In actuality, no single phrase could adequately express how I was feeling. I was a numb and empty person yet so full of overthinking, emotions, and regrets.
I never gave where my life was headed any thought. I've always thought that life takes me where I want to go; I've never imagined that I drive myself anywhere. I changed my way of thinking when I started high school. I decided to attend college for this reason. I think that college will provide me with the keys to open the doors.
I know this is what I want to do with my life. I want to be a positive influence in the lives of children. I want to be able to stand up and show the children that it is okay to be yourself and stand up for what you believe in. I am a well round student. For nine years I was actively involved in a girls organization.This experience taught me many things.
When I thought about my future and where I 'll be going, I thought I would be attending a university like all of my friends in high-school. I never thought I would be attending a community college. I really hated the idea of community college. I thought it was for people who had low ACT score or people who didn 't really try as hard as others in school.Also family bring something different to each of us.I look at family as those who care about you the most and want to see you grow and flourish. Helpfulness, respect, health, integrity and cooperation are my core values; my family understands my values and I understand their values.
Getting into the swing of becoming an adult may seem like the end of the world. It’s stressful, confusing, scary, and overall very difficult. For at least. You think that it might be the end of the world for you, but nothing is worse than losing yourself in the process of all of that. You feel lost and frustrated because you don’t know who you are and what you want to do.
School since it will be started when I'm a freshman and having a friend who influence me to do something.I had to be like their role model, being responsible and attentive. It was difficult taking care of them at times, since they don’t get along well, but I managed.
Despite what life puts my way I know that I will succeed because I have strong morals and values. I want to be a person who others respect and trust, but I know I have to work hard to earn that.
There are responsibilities that need to be fulfilled and someone is looking up to you for guidance in this life. I knew right there and then, that things are about to change and I have to take life seriously. In life there are people you love and get along with and there are people you just don’t get alone with and you choose to not be around. Most people are more likely to keep the positive people and learn positive messages from them. But you learn to stay away from the negative people and you learn to be positive from things they did wrong.
There are times that I wanted to forget about anything and do what I feel at that particular time. I was debating either if I take the job or just walk away. That time I was nervous and scared because I don’t have any experience being in the field.I’ve always been caring and kind to others, and I’ve always thought about wanting to help people for the rest of my life.
I changed that way that I think in several different ways, including changing how shy that I was and how I wasn’t looking people in the eyes when I talked to them. I also changed the way that the atmosphere was around me, by working hard in my life, and figuring out who my real friends were. I knew that I couldn’t be a kind and caring person and be around those kind of people.
It was during high school years, I didn’t take education or study seriously. Mornings and nights were filled with blessings from my parent’s prayer upon me each and every day. Still, too much peer pressure and the eagerness to fit into society. All I was thinking about is to graduate and moving on with life.Unfortunately, the biggest downfall that changed everything and shaped me to be a better person than before. I was able to pick myself up, continue my journey and create a new path for the sake of my little one.Looking back, I realize that it would have been in my best interest to allow my friends and family to help me through rough patches with my dad, but I am thankful for how I handled each different situation because they allowed me to grow into the person that I am today.
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